Nah, nah nah nah, nah!

To most people this fact probably won't mean anything or cause any interest, but yes, I have a Yahoo account so old, that I still have a 4 character password. When I told my boyfriend he was astounded!

Gone are the days when all you needed was simple short word for your account - sure some places accept 6 digits, but with more accounts being opened and the like you're more likely to be asked for 8... which annoys me greatly. How many words, which you can remember to spell, and aren't stupid or completely random can you think of with 8 letters? I'm telling you, everytime I come to log into my paypal account I have to sit and think for a minute 'what is it again?!'.

Anyhoo. Commuting from St Johns, Woking to Esher every day as my folks have gone on holiday - geez, I tell you I don't fancy doing this for the rest of my life! However, of all my commutes this has been least stressful - walking 30 minutes, catching a hovercraft, then a bus (totally 4 hours in journey everyday) is far worse than a bus then train, although in the mornings its just full of suits and families thinking what a brilliant time to go on their day trip to london *grr* - thats definately the case on the way back home of an evening.

I'm getting quite annoyed recently - I seem to have no control over anything! I havn't been able to chose where I work, I am at the mercy of public transport, I can't go on holiday (because I wouldn't be able to get time off, and have to save for my last year at uni), can't see phil when I want to - it's just generally driving me insane!!!

I'm trying to make myself feel better by doing things which will change me (lol) i.e. going to the gym 3 times a week, making sure my hair grows longer (and much blonder in the sun), having extra piercings done - but it all leaves me feeling shallow and bored. Am I having a mid life crisis in my 20's?!!!

Well, we all know why I do psychology now don't we ;)